Leaping Away From Girl Hood

This will be a familiar story for the moms who are fighting the Transgender Ideology.  It will be a fantastical story for those who still don’t really know about the gender identity crusade sweeping the world. For those of us that are now steeped into the Trans ideology campaign, we know it is a lie. For those of you who have not quite dipped your toes into the deep dark murky waters, you’re wading in the shore of the shallow rim of the lake of the ideology.  The slogans “ Trans women are women” Trans men are seahorses that can have babies” You’re a bigot if you don’t accept your kid as trans!” 

Peter pan took her hand…

 Like Wendy in Peter Pan my daughter took Peter’s hand and flew out of the window and into the arms of Transgenderism. She took peter’s hand, he promised her to take her to Never land and they flew out into the sky of the Internet.  On the Internet there were voices whispering to her “ come, come girl you can be a child forever! She asked “ how can I be a child forever?”  They said declare to us” your girlhood and your body.” “  You can make believe you are a real boy.” Because being a boy means you have a shield of armor around you that is your protection from harm. We know how much you like to play make believe.  With this shield of armor “ you won’t be hurt, you won’t be raped, you won’t be sexually objectified by men.”  This is what being a boy is all about. Isn’t it? She bought that illusion and Peter took down to the water and threw her in with the Trans Mermaids.

The mermaids said…

 The mermaids sang her a song they sang, “Come girl, come swim with us to the land of make believe and in that land of make believe there are people waiting for you.

 “We will be your friends and we will be your family.”

“ Your parents are the monsters!” They will keep you from joining us in the land of make believe. They will tell you can’t use pronouns, change your name, change your gender, get a binder, have a double mastectomy or take testosterone. They whispered in her ear “ you must have an origin story.”  “ You have always felt like a boy.”  We will surround you with glitter and all that is fantastic.  

They sang her to sleep. She then fell into a deep slumber and dreamed her memories of when she was a ballerina they told her “that was just a dream, don’t you know?” The dresses and make up you wore that wasn’t you. You were always a boy in your heart. You always knew. Now memorize our words and they will become yours. These words we tell you will be your guide to your authentic self. You are trans, your are trans, you are a boy, you are a boy.

 They said” you knew all along from birth when you came out of your mothers vagina you were Trans!” You can’t be gay or straight that just isn’t the way anymore!   Our way is the way! But, our way is going to teach you to endure some more pain you already suffer because you are a girl and female.  We will show you how to shed that skin in our land of make believe.   Where Peter Pan will pull you by the hand and take you in to the sky and fly away from girlhood forever! You can achieve the breastless body you once had when you where a little girl just 4 years ago. 

 But, we must teach you it’s going to hurt. First let’s teach you how to accept some pain. Just a little bit. Now, I am sure you have something sharp lying around your house.  A box cutter or a blade from your small pencil sharpener you can unscrew and put back together when you’re done.  Make sure when you take this blade to your body, that you don’t cut too deep or in a place your parents can see it.  See, we can teach you the beginnings of pain to the flesh of your body.

Now take that blade and ever so slightly and brush it against the skin of your shoulder.  Do you feel it? Do you feel the pain? Do you feel the blood trickle down our arm?  Release the pain. The pain of not having any deep friendships.  The heart breaking pain of your best friend moving away to Thailand, and your other friend who became cruel, so you ended that friendship. The pain and fear of the pandemic, being stuck in your house and in your room.  Because if you go outside there is a virus out there, and it wants you and its going to kill you! So be very afraid! Now girl you are all alone in that bedroom. No friends. No ballet. Just, alone in your bedroom.  Doesn’t that cut feel good? Now clean it up and be sure to put that hello kitty band aide on it.

 We will give you some advice the Mermaids said. You need to go on these sites they are all the rage for trans kids. Reddit, Instagram,  tumbler, it may be a bit out dated but,  you can get some sage trans advice there about being trans.  You Tube is fabulous; there are lots of sparkly people to teach you the trans way.   Time to go watch a video girl and in that video they will teach to wear big hoodies and sweaters because they are soft as the brush up against your cuts and they hide your blossoming body.

The cuts you put on your body to feel the pain to feel alive!  Your mom will never know. She might ask “ why are you wearing that sweater it is a 105 degrees outside? You say “ it’s cold in my room because of the air conditioner. “ She says “ ok kid.”  Whatever your say.”

So everyday make sure you sit in your room hour after hour watching videos and here the words your trans, you can be a boy. You’re a trans. You think you like girls and boys you must be a boy.   A gay boy you learn to call yourself faggot.  Now go to Pinterest and download at least 500 pictures of gay boys kissing. This won’t cause you any mental illness!

 Your mom wonders to her herself “did you watch porn?”  You won’t tell her.   Did you see the most disgusting fetish?  The most degrading and humiliating sex you could ever possibly subject yourself to?

 You draw a picture of your body mutilated and bloody titled body terror, blood gushing out of your body, limbs cut off with you standing in a puddle of blood.  You draw pictures talking to yourself.  “ I want a binder, I feel numb, my head is spinning. I am trans; I am going to come out on my birthday. I need to pick a name. I have to come out or I will commit suicide. I want to go to a mental hospital.  I think I have anxiety I think I have autism. They the mermaids and Peter Pan say I will die if my parents don’t let me be trans.  I will tell my mommy I will commit suicide.

I used to dream…

 Welcome to my TED talk my name is … I used to be a ballerina.  I used to dream I was going to run off to the Joffrey Ballet Company and be a prima ballerina one day. I would be on that stage and my mom would come to see me on stage at the Dorothy Chandler Pavilion. I used to dream that.  Until Trans said NO! “ You don’t get to be a ballerina anymore. “ Tuck away your tutu and tie up you point shoes and throw them in the corner, because you are a boy now. My new dream now is to have a binder a double mastectomy one day, dream about being on testosterone, having whiskers and some strange man voice.

 

I hear, Peter Pan and the Mermaids say. You’re one of us, you’re one of us, your one of us….

This my story I wrote about my nightmare that started in August 2021.

Things have change since then, some things for the better. We have had lots of big screaming matches, crying, hugs and time spent doing things together, some therapy, lots of discussing and baby steps. I am hoping she will get out of the ideology that has a strong hold on her. The fight is not over yet for me, because as long as my nation and the world is being held captive by the ideology of Transgender grooming of children, I can’t rest. I will for now keep guiding her to womanhood and I will hold her hand firmly with all the love in my mommy heart!

I was recently honored to have this translated into Italian.

https://www.generazioned.org/lontano-da-girl-hood/