" I want my mommy back!"
“I want my mommy back!” She screamed through puffy eyes and tears streaming down her face. I said “ I want my daughter back!” She asks me over and over again “ Why can’t I just stop with the Trans stuff!” I said “ because you can’t!”
Last year when I discovered her madness of wanting to opt out of being a girl, there hasn’t been a day that I don’t watch what is happening with the Trans movement in a state of horror. The alarm bells are ringing and the majority of people are still asleep at the wheel. Everyday in the past year, I would end up feeling depressed, angry and the sense of impending doom! I wonder to myself if I gave in, would she be better off? I know the answer to that is, NO! I have spent too much time all day every day for a year reading stories by parents, detransitioners, Rad Fems, Terfs and even Trans. I want to understand. How can I be her mommy again? The one she longs for, before she felt like she wanted to opt out from being female. Before she decided to call herself Transmasc. I am right here! I am still here! I never left! I miss her loving being a girl.
I am changed now. I am broken open! There are no take backs. There is no going back to the mom I once was before this cult like an ear wig burrowed into my daughters mind.
Your mommy is here waiting for you.